This depression, doom, gloom, scarred to go out sometimes too. Does it ever end? The latest bout of my major depressive disorder has lasted 4 years now. Enough already. My loved ones don't really understand and say things like get out in the sunshine it's good for you..etc. etc. I know they're trying to be helpful I really do but it can get overwhelming and they just don't seem to grasp the idea that I just don't have the desire to do these things right now. Believe me I wish I wanted too. My husband and I are supposed to move to Florida in a few months but I'm scarred that I'll just continue to be depressed in "the sunshine state." Anyone have any suggestions?
Does it ever end?: This depression... - Anxiety and Depre...
Does it ever end?
Yes it does end. The way out is by taking baby steps. It is overwhelming to think of doing something. You break it down into teeny tiny steps. Take the first step. Celebrate that. Then maybe the next day try to take the next step. It is gradual. It doesn't happen overnight. I don't know where you are starting from, but just for an example. If you want to wash the dishes and you are staying in bed all day. The first step is to go out and lay on the couch. Nothing to do with the dishes. Then sit up on the couch. Then stand at the kitchen sink for a minute. Keep going really slow. Once you succeed at this task then you can do the same thing for a different task. Don't overwhelm yourself. Really give yourself credit for each and every step that you take. Share it with us here if you want and we can support and encourage you. We can celebrate your victories. You don't have to do it alone. This has made such a huge difference in my life. Very slow but steady progress. Not yet where I want to be, but much, much better than where I was. Getting the support here really makes the difference.
Perfectly said. Every day I get up and tell myself today is another chance. I have to take baby steps too. The only thing I would add is making an I DID list every day. Writing down all the things I do may seem small. But on a bad day taking a shower, brushing my teeth, taking care of the dog and the cat, making something to eat all matter. Even on your worst days you do more than you realize. Keep posting. It helps.
It does! I have battled major depressive disorder for decades and even hospitalized for it for months. But with mine it's clinical depression and I am on Wellbutrin, Remeron, Seroquel, Busphar and Klonopin for anxiety. Sometimes you have to be on a "Cocktail" of meds to resolve the depression. There is also deep brain electrical stimulation like what Wynona Judd has for treatment resistant depression. I just keep researching "new treatments". I tell myself giving up is not an answer. Are you in any meds for anxiety and MDD? Or other treatments? I hope you feel better soon! 🙏🙏🤞
I just sent you a reply but accidentally sent it to the wrong person. I resent it and it's the one above this one.
I think the being scared to go out is social anxiety disorder (I might be wrong). I know that the Busphar and the Klonopin as well as a Beta Blocker helped me a lot. And I don't have that "Doom and gloom" feeling so much. Are you seeing a mental health professional? Are you being treated for this or prescribed anything? Have you told them your feelings about your anxiety? I know it's no fun. I'm lucky to have a good Psychiatrist..but I also have to be on a "cocktail" of meds. Sometimes one med is not enough. Praying for your continued recovery. 🙏🙏🤞
Unfortunately I don't have medical insurance right now so it's hard financially to get a psychiatrist and a therapist but I'm definitely looking into those Avenues good news is I got a new job and it has health insurance so hopefully things will work out that way.
That's great. I know what helped me was joining a social club. My fav was playing bingo. We would win T-shirts and stuff. I moved further so I haven't been back there in almost 2 years and I really miss it. It was a place for people in treatment with a mental health diagnosis. Anyway I hope everything works out for you.
Consider volunteering somewhere. Anywhere. It will give you a reason to get up in the morning and give structure to your day. It won't give you miracles but it will give you interactions and you will build relationships and who knows where that might lead.
Absolutely. giving of one's self can have a positive effect on both
people. What goes around comes around xx
I work and am social when I'm there. It's just the act of getting up in the morning that's hard for me so I'm going to have to work hard and get over that I just got some good news though and got another job that is more suited to my liking so I'm very happy about that.
MDDSUPPORT, what good news in finding another job that is more to your liking.
I've been fortunate all my life, in knowing the direction I wanted to take. I always
had jobs that I liked going to. That makes a big difference. Good Luck and please
keep us updated with the new job prospect. xx
Florida is not going to cure you -- or make you worse.
Wherever you are, it is absolutely critical to get up, go and do. Doing nothing all the time will keep you at the mercy of the feedback loop of your negative thoughts with no other voices around to break them up, which will put you in a spiral you may not come out of.
The time you least feel like getting up is the time you most need to do it.
Also -- do you have a solid diagnosis? Medications? Other treatment?
Yes I had Major depressive disorder PTSD and adjustment disorder. I take Pristiq 100 mg. and Abilify as a booster. I've done CBT therapy and Psychotherapy as well. I want to go back to therapy but don't have insurance so it's hard financially to do so.
Do you have anxiety with it too? If yes, Trazadone at night and Duloxetine by day has helped Mr a lot.
I have a prescription for Trazadone but haven't really used it in years. It was prescribed to me for sleeping issues.
Trazodone never worked for me. Then it was prescribed to me for something else, I can't remember. Then she put me on Ambien which worked for a little while, then stopped. I found that sleeping pills made me feel more depressed and too drowsy when I woke up and want to sleep too much. Melatonin didn't do too much either. What did work was Klonopin (I asked her about Lunesta, etc) but she said no. The Klonopin was a Godsend. I take 2mg in morning for severe anxiety and 2mg in evening (4mg total daily) and I sleep very well now.