Feel like I wanna die

[Ankari420blazeit]

I feel so suicidal because of my Plagiocephaly... 😢

[Vinnieplagio]

I know how you're feeling buddy your not alone ❤️

[PB58]

Please do not feel that you’re alone, reach out to someone you trust & talk. We are all here to support each other & can empathise with how you feel living with a visible difference(even though all our stories are different). Sending caring hugs to you.

[AlwaysSmiling Community Ambassador]

Please don't suffer in silence! It is great that you have opened up on here but I would definitely tell someone close to you so they can help you.

You are not alone. Lots of people are going to be struggling throughout these hard times so remember that.

Tell yourself that you are strong, you can do it! I believe that you are capable of making past this difficult time in your life.

Remember to seek support from loved ones or anyone who is close and can help you, that is important. Talking about it will help. Sending love❤

[CrookedSelfEsteem]

Hey, I'm 23, and I feel exactly the same... Suicidal thoughts are f*cking horrible. At times I feel so ugly and different, I feel like a monstrosity, a twisted mess, like the parody of what a man should look like. It hurts so much I feel like I'm dying. I've been feeling depressed because of my appearance for a long time now, so I know how to deal with such thoughts in a better way. I just change my mind by watching things on YouTube, or maybe listening to some music, and eventually I just feel better after some time...

I'm growing more and more confident though

I try to keep in mind that I am so much more than the shape of my face, I also suffer from social anxiety and my face doesn't help with it lol. I got interested in Buddhism and Buddhist philosophy lately, and it's been a massive mind blow ! My body feels less and less like a prison, a shame, and more like a vessel to cherish and decorate as I wish !

Please do not try to diminish the pain by taking alcohol or drugs, it will only make it worse, I've learned this the hard way...

I wish I could hug you, or do anything to keep you from having these thoughts, but I can't ! Try to find a community, in real life or online, that accepts you and your physical appearance, it will make you feel so good to love and be loved back.

If you feel like committing suicide, please call for help. You can go to the hospital and explain the situation, for example.

We all think about you, you are stronger and more attractive than you think ! Allow you inner self to radiate through your body shamelessly ! If you can't find beauty in your body, find beauty in what surrounds you. Beauty is in nature, science, history, helping others, in the clothes you wear etc... there's so much more to life ! Cheers mate.

[Hidden]

Hi Ankari - it sounds like things are really difficult for you right now, so it's positive you're reaching out for some support.

I can see our community has rallied round you with some great advice, and I hope this has been a comfort, and that you can see you're not alone and there are people who care about you.

If you're feeling suicidal it's really important you get the help you need, and we'd strongly encourage you to contact your healthcare provider to let them know you're struggling. There are also helplines you can call that can provide emotional support if you're in crisis - you can find a list here support.healthunlocked.com/.... If you ever feel like you're in danger of hurting yourself, please contact the emergency services - in the UK you can call 999, or go to your local A&E and tell them how you're feeling.

It takes courage to ask for help, and well done for taking that step. Please carry this on by confiding in someone you trust so they can support you.

[Lino1 in reply to Hidden]

This forum is a blessing. Please keep up the good work. Giving people a platform to talk and connect is huge, very huge

[Aspiegurl]

Blessed are the "cracked" for they let in the light <3

[Kennedyub]

I have plagiocephaly and its sad